Back to knitting..........

I have done some really stupid things in the past few days. Things that hurt numerous people........and, luckily, I walked away unscathed. Hopefully, anyway.
Taking several bottles of pills can really screw you up............physically. Of course, that's not to mention how screwed up you are MENTALLY before you take them!!!!
I have to learn the following
IT'S NEVER OK TO HURT ANYONE....EVEN MYSELF
I need to get that tatooed on the back of my hand or something.

So now I'm out of the hospital....back home...feeling better (which is usually how the cycle of abuse to others and selves goes)..........but I want to feel better for GOOD and that's what I've got to work on
IT'S NEVER OK TO HURT ANYONE....EVEN MYSELF
So, I'm not sleeping, of course, as I'm not touching another sleeping pill for a long time.
So I'm knitting.
I started Jim's Tofootsie Socks at least a month ago, but they've fallen by the wayside when I found a mistake in them. Then, I even forgot what the mistake was!
So tonight, I pulled them out and after long examination found the mistake....1 stitch too many on one of the socks. So I frogged it (I was only about 6 rows into the sock past where the short row toe comes together, so it's no big deal) and now I am re-knitting this sock.
And...um....I guess that's why we should take notes when we are knitting.....right.
Um, how many stitches did I leave on the needle before I started closing up the toe.
And did I do the encroachment method, Aloha method, or wrap....no....I'm sure I didn't wrap them.
UG!
Stupid me for not taking notes.
And IT'S NEVER OK TO HURT ANYONE....EVEN MYSELF!